Sadness

Keyword: Sadness

Depression is what I call it, but I have never been diagnosed. Most people would just call it the blues. I have the blues and fits of rage because I lost another cat, Honey (pictured above), and if that’s not bad enough, she had babies under our house and we can’t reach them. I am truly sad and now all I want to do is sleep. I have lost many animals over the years, for various reasons, but I think the ones that just disappear have to be the worst. I don’t know if someone took her or if something ate her, and the not knowing is killing me. I also feel so bad for her kitties because I can’t help them. The crawlspace under our house is just not big enough for anyone to shimmy under and they are too small to come to me. God how I hate feeling helpless!!! FUCK!!!